Sunday, June 30, 2013

Working Away the Tummy of Doom!


Hello my readers!
Now, this may be a TMI (Too much information) post; however, I felt like this was the only place that I could safely do it.
For the past six weeks, I've been working my way up to running 5k straight, eating better (and more!), and all together living a healthier lifestyle. Since school let out, I have been able to lose about 15lbs! It's hard to say, since I didn't record before and after pictures, or before and after weights.
SO!
For the next six weeks, I'm upping the game by adding arm, core, and leg weights, as well as the possibly pushing myself up and over 5k and around 10k.
And I will post, here, my current stats so when I finish the six weeks, I can look back and see how far I got.
Weight: Right now I land in at a whopping 197lbs.
Figure: Here are my "Before" pictures!
 
As you can see, I'm not too terribly bad off. I can stand to get rid of those "lovely" love-handles.
Wish me luck!
Camp Nanowrimo starts in 5 minutes!!!! AHHHH!!!

 
  PS. Here is the link to the 6 week abs workout I'm doing. No crunches! Muahaha!
 http://www.fitnessmagazine.com/workout/abs/exercises/flatter-abs-in-2-weeks/

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Camp Nanowrimo 2013

Hello my lovely readers!
It seems that I have fallen off the face of the earth, again!
However, I've made a rebound!
And not just any rebound!
A writing fueled rebound!
*Cue applause!
Now, I know what you are thinking, "But Thomas, you always get on here and apologies for not writing posts and promise to write more; but you don't!"
Well, this time something completely different will be happening!
I have decided to partake in Camp Nanowrimo this July (As in, tomorrow!) and the medium I've chosen for my summer "novel" is blogger!
The story is called, Memoirs of Escalation, and it is kind of like a day to day life with me; however, the story will be told from the point of view of my psychopathic alter-ego, giving the story an incredibly dark twist.
I wont be writing this story on this site. I have created a secondary blog for my story, and the link will be bellow.
A word of caution, I put a "Mature Audiences" block on this blog because I'm not entirely sure what actually is going to end up on there.
I feel obligated to share with you my reasons for pursuing such a dark path in my writing for the oncoming challenge. There are reasons!
1) I want to show you, the readers, the process of thinking that a psychopath actually operates on. And show that they are still "human" to some extent, but are so warped in their chemistry (because of their actions and decisions) that they cant function as humans any longer. These people actually exist.
2) To reinforce my theology that, it takes a certain amount of darkness to truly be able to appreciate the beauty of the light.
3) To make you think about yourself. I want this to be an incredibly awkward read. I want you to squirm in your seat and touch your face, rub the back of your neck and rub your arms in discomfort. I want you to look into your own heart and see if you can relate to my character. Soul Search!
Well that is all, my wonderful readers!
Here are the promised links, and if I cant post on here during the next month, you will find me at the twin site:
http://campnanowpsychoblog.blogspot.com/

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Here's a Poem! "The Bats"


The Bats
by Didymus
Villanelle Sonnet
 
Change the channel, refresh the page,

Fix your eyes on the open cave,

The Devil’s dance will never age!

 

Study the walls and try to gauge

The depths of a soul in deprave.

Change the channel, refresh the page.

 

If you please, the bats of my rage

Out the mouth in a guilt-free wave.

The Devil’s Dance will never age!

 

A biting, screaming pilgrimage.

Across the sky, they streak and rave.

Change the channel, refresh the page.

 

In your mind, the bats will ravage!

Stand up, stand tall, stand and be brave!

The Devil’s Dance will never age!

 

Winged beast will flee from courage,

Cast from the sky into their grave.

Change the channel, refresh the page,

The Devil’s Dance will never age.

 

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Another Short Intro Just for You!

Well kids, here is another little blerb that I wrote a while back. This doesn't have a story attacted to it, I just woke up one day and felt compelled to write something! Enjoy!


Crimson Moon

 

She stared out the open window.

The cool breeze swept through her long, scarlet hair.

She could feel the little hairs on her arms stand up as a fury of goose bumps ravaged her body.

The adrenalin pumped slowly through her veins as she looked up at the bright full moon.

Memories flashed across her vision of being a little girl, picking apples in the orchard with her grandmother.

“Now remember, my child,” her grandmother would always say. “Never compromise. If you want something in life, work hard and achieve it. Don’t let anyone stand in the way.”

A small tear rendered her blind for a moment as it prepared for his plunge down her face.

Funny, she thought, that she should think of the old woman at a time like this, the eve of her wedding day.

She scratched her neck. The coarse material was already starting to irritate her.

Her betrothed was to arrive in the morning for the ceremony. It was rumored that he would gallantly ride into the village on horseback, storm the castle, say “I do” and sweep her off her feet and into the sunset.

She smirked to herself.

Not likely.

She looked down at her feet dangling off the window ledge.

“Don’t do that honey,” her mother would nag. “It’s not safe!”

She, of course, wouldn’t obey.

She never did.

“I guess that’s the problem,” she sighed as she brushed her cheek, which was still pink and tender from the argument she just had with her mother.

She would obey this time.

“Go make yourself fresh and presentable for the Barron,” her mother commanded.

And she would.  

She pulled her feet back onto the windowsill so she was in a crouching position.

Her hair whipped across her face as she began to undress from her nightgown.

She placed a torn veil over her face and slid her garter up her thigh.

She then placed the engagement ring on a chain and hung it down by her breasts.

Her nude, white body seemed to gleam in the pale moon light.  

“I’ll show them, I’ll show them all!” she shrieked into the open air. “Set me up with an arranged marriage, will you? Ha! I will never settle! Never!”

Goose bumps encased her body and her hands began to shake violently.

She let loose a howl of laughter.

She looked up at the horizon and saw a small light in the distance.

It was her prince charming.

“This is for you, Grandmother! I’ll give that Barron a presentation he will never forget!”

She plucked a silver knife from the table behind her and carved out two vertical lines on her cheeks. The warm blood flowed from the wounds and down her cold, white body.

She sighed as the searing iron sent shockwaves through her nerves.

She then sliced through the flesh under her arms and legs, sending a crimson rain onto the drawbridge below.

She felt a shiver go up her spine as she let out another cry of manic laughter and dived into the air.

The light of the full moon guided her decent, until the rope snapped taunt, silencing her cries of glee.

But, not the crooked smile that painted her face.

Her veil swept to the right side of her face, revealing a solid black eye that stared at the full moon, forevermore.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Virgo's Garden Opening


“Five... Four... Three... Two... one!” the child shouted in anticipation. “Ready or not guys! Here I come! I will find youuu!!!” She pushed herself off of the large, oak tree, where she was counting, and raced across the large patch of green earth and into the dark trees beyond.

The cold autumn wind danced across the grass and tore at the leaves in the trees sending their lonely song across the Garden. The sun had already begun to set when the children decided to play one last round of hide-and-seek. The Home was only two blocks away. It wouldn’t take long at all.

Not long at all.

            The little girl ran across a wooden bridge with cast-iron railing; the sting of the coming frost stabbed at her fingers as she brushed them along the metal. She looked down the trail, which was enclosed in a long pavilion of roses and honeysuckle, their scent riding the waves of cold wind. The shadows had already engulfed most of the trail, the fine hairs on her arm began to rise, and she knew in her stomach not to go down there.

            Don’t touch the darkness.

            She turned around and ran the opposite direction, goosebumps rose up on her skin, and she just knew there were eyes watching her, watching her every move. Her throat began to tighten and the panic began to rise up in her chest. She felt as if she could run as fast as her cat, Mr. Claudius. She looked back over her shoulder, her curly, red hair whipped across her face; the shadows were crawling towards her.

            Run!

            She raced up the trail and back out of the line of trees and into the safety of the meadow. She would just wait for her friends to get tired of hiding and come find her here. She didn’t want to be the seeker anyway. She slowly approached the tree where she had counted just moments before, wiping the tears from her eyes with her olive green scarf. She wasn’t crying. Big girls didn’t cry. It was the cold wind of course. Just the wind.

What was that?

            A red balloon bobbed up and down just to the right of the tree. She didn’t remember that being there. She walked up to it, fascinated. She reached in her little purse, and pulled out a magic marker.

            “You need a face,” she said tenderly as she reached up to sketch a happy face across the rubber surface. She had already made a new friend, maybe this evening wasn’t so bad after all. 

            “What are you doing?” a voice behind her demanded. The girl jumped and spun around.

            A small boy, about her age, was glaring at her. He fine, blonde hair was flying in the wind, his cheeks were rosy from the cold and he wore the most peculiar tweed suit. It looked like it was out of a fairytale.

            “What are you doing to my balloon?” he asked again.

            The little girl stammered. “I thought he would look quite handsome with a face,” she replied.

            The little boy looked thoughtfully up at his toy. “You do know you’re never going to get out of here, right?”

            “What are you talking about?” she asked.

            “You are trapped in here,” he said again, not making eye contact, “like me. Like all of us. Trapped.”

            Trapped.

            “What are you talking about weirdo?” she said. “If I don’t go back to the Home, the old Miss will surly come looking for me.”

            “You will never be found again,” the boy said calmly.

          “Well,” she was getting rather uneasy now, “My friends will come. They are just in the trees, waiting for me.” She puffed out her chest to look tough.

            “They will surely be dead by now,” the little boy looked across the meadow.

            A scream sliced through the cold air.

            “Ah,” said the boy, “I guess it will be just us for supper.”

            The little girl backed up against the tree, the panic was rising up over her again. She could feel the tingles start at the top of her head and trickle down her face and spine. She tried to search for something behind her back; something to hold onto, a weapon, she didn’t know. Anything.

            The cries of the children in the woods continued. They were like the song of a crow, sharp and terrible, screaming through the night air, never breaking, never ceasing.

            While the little girl had been distracted by the balloon and the boy, she didn’t notice the sun making its last appearance on the earth, before dropping down into the night sky. The shadows had caught up with her. They twisted and tangled themselves up around her legs and crawled up her tiny frame.

            She tried to call out for help. She reached out for the boy, but he just stood there, looking down at his feet.

            The girl could feel herself being forced down in to the darkness. She tried to hold her breath, as the shadows pressed in around her, her lungs disobeyed and she let out a shrill scream that joined in harmony with that of her friends. The darkness opened a hole in the earth and she fell through, sealing itself on top of her.

            Averting his eyes away from the dark stop in the earth, the little boy reached up and grabbed his balloon.

            “At last,” he whispered, “We have another one.”

            The now old man chuckled to himself, “At last.”